I’m taking a moment to write, this morning, before heading downstairs post-shower. I have an appointment this afternoon – and birthday planning for my husband to start (baking a cake, wrapping, preparing surprise decorations, etc.), so I’m not sure if I’ll have an immense amount of time to dedicate to scribing. But — knowing its importance and how I promised myself this routine (and how much I enjoy it), let me take just a minute or two for a little update.

First, I did my first voicenote version of my Celestial Genesis: Spirit Baby Reading today and it was pretty transformative. I felt the energy of the baby who came forward to communicate take over my thinking brain and just talk for me. It was a really beautiful experience, comparable to when I used to do my Celestial Symbiosis Podcast. I stopped those episodes simply because I didn’t feel pulled to do them like I was, before. Not from ego – from Source. Source pulled me and made it necessary but then distanced itself, around the same time that I went into my hibernation mode for emotional and spiritual self-care. It has its purpose and I know I will return back to it, but the call is not there right now. When it arrives, I will listen.

Yesterday, I was at 500 all-time views on this website and one subscriber; today I am at 548 and five. I am feeling very blessed that this space is being noticed and appreciated for what it is – just an authentic and honest space of a mom, wanting to share her gifts with others and grow this Awakened community of mamas.

Finally, my last quick thought of the morning before I head downstairs, I finally found my shelf and bedside tables for my bedroom. The weird thing is that it’s not normally “my style” of furniture (I like warm, cottage-like, cozy, raw, eclectic, etc.); this furniture is bamboo, light, and matches the chair that I already have in the room. It gives off serious “Hemingway in Key West” vibes – a vibe I am otherwise unfamiliar with. Maybe the room is meant to feel like a vacation escape.

Maybe that’s why nothing was resonating; maybe my spirit was trying to tell me I needed something new, I needed a change, I needed a different vibe for this space to ensure it invigorated me and felt like a little piece of home. I’m still building the furniture, but I’m very excited to have it come together and to begin to shift the focus to decorating instead of building. The side tables are done – and they are very different but feel Zen (which, with the bamboo, makes perfect sense). The bookshelf is smaller than I initially imagined but is coming together well and looks like it will leave space for more. I am relieved to have settled on something (while simultaneously wondering, because it’s so different from usual me, whether it’s the right choice!). I just need to trust it and how it will come together.

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It’s done, it’s built, and now the exciting part comes – decorating the shelf and the surrounding space. I have a vision again and let’s see how I am able to execute it. I’m going to hold onto that “key west” vibe and get some greenery going in there – which will encourage me to keep the window open more and will re-invigorate the energy of the space. As I mentioned, it felt tired and dull and I didn’t get excited being in there. I think this will change things for the space and for how my husband and I feel in the room. It won’t just feel like a sleeping space but like our space (in a home that has been taken over by my son’s items). I think this is important. I think this project is important. I think it initially made me uncomfortable because it’s important.

I’m done for now, but maybe not for the day. I won’t post this yet and we will see if the evening brings some more inspiration. It is 11h30 as I write this. I’m off to make my son lunch.

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I initiated another family walk, this afternoon; who am I? I even suggested we walk to town (this includes a lot of up-hill), something we have never walked to together before. It was truly such a wonderful walk, especially since Jordan is kind enough to take over the uphill parts with the stroller. This really takes away a lot of my anxiety towards walking. It was another beautiful, sunny, warm day so it was a jacketless stroll – my favourite kinds. I even went into the little town church which I had never been in before. It has a really peaceful, beautiful vibe. Churches can be either-or energy-wise, and this one brought stillness and joy to my heart. Notre Dame of Paris feels like anxiety, for example. Notre Dame of Strasbourg feels like apathy embodied in energy (weird, right?). This church had an Archangel Michael as you enter; I took a photo and you’ll notice a really wild and odd reflection on the base of the statue — it was not there when I took the photo and I have no idea where it came from.

When we came back home, I was able to go start to decorate the new bedroom space. It’s come together (nearly) completely. I’m so, so happy with it. It feels zen as I intended it to feel. It is a space I want to “hang out” in. It brings me a lot of joy to see it all together. I would still like some bedside lamps and more pictures around the wall, but that will grow in time. The bottom shelf doesn’t even have anything on it, yet. As I intended, I will let this grow slowly. I’ll let it birth itself at its own pace. I won’t rush it just to fill it. I’ll enjoy the process.

I won’t show you the before because it’s a nightmare and a depressing mess (it’s currently on my stories on IG as I write this), and in all honesty, the shelf is not the most practical – but it’s really calming and brings me a lot of joy. It’s definitely different from anywhere else in the house. Note: I got the trees today because they called to me as I was grabbing some water from the grocery store. I wonder if I can keep a plant alive in the bedroom… time will tell if I end up having to move them.

Alas, some work to do to round up the day then it’s time to make the last dinner of my husband’s 37th year (I’m making a brie and mushroom pasta). Wishing you, reader, a lovely day – whatever time it may be where you are.

xx C